First day of my degree life.

Feel hard to survive and stressful.

Many senior and new people.

Need to take time to adapt the environment.

Feel like not yet ready to take this subject.

Am I worry to much ? I dun know.

I just afraid that I cannot handle this subject well and will fail again.

I already fail many times in my academic, so I feel like I am very useless.

Many problem happen comes together, I try to cheer myself up and think positive, but I really afraid that I cannot stand it anymore.

I miss my family, I miss my mum and dad, I miss my grandma and grandpa.

I miss them very much.

I need someone who can talk to.

But where is the people?

When I feel stress, cry silently is the best way for me to release my stress.

I will feel tired after cry hard just easy for me to sleep.

Can I go back into my newborn life and live without any stress and problem?