I know this word and always keep it in my heart and mind.

I appreciate those who love and care for me. 

I appreciate those who are willing to spend time to listen to me.

I appreciate those who appreciate what I have done for them.

I appreciate my boy.

Who always care and love me very much.

I can say that, he is the one who love me and pamper me just like what my family does. 

He always put me at first, and I never asking for it.

He stay by my side while I having stress and hide myself under the blanket.

I am so thankful that I will own such boy like him.

I am appreciate that guan yin ma send him to me.

I feel so glad that he appear in my life.

I will love him like how the way he love me. 

I will cross my heart and keep in my.

Christine. Wong

10:27 p.m.

11/2/2015

Sharing is caring.

But in this moment. I prefer selfish more than sharing.

Although sharing can strengthen the bond, but it also can make people feel disappointed.

Why?

Bcos' we put too much effort on that relationship, therefore we will have higher expectation.

It is hurt when I received that call said that you all left me out.

It is really hurt.

But what can I do? Nothing I can do.

Since you all found a house and there is no space which can include me in. 

On that moment on-wards, I feel like I'm a clown or a stupid.

I called and find but at the end what I got?

A news that informed me you all found a house but didn't count me in.

Oh, good to heard that, and thanks for informed.

After all this, I have learnt something.

Never treat people too good. 

Cos' they will not appreciate what you did for them and take it for granted.

Do what you should and ignored all those what you shouldn't bother.

Be yourself and remember the border of each relationship.

NEVER DO TOO MUCH.