最近没发生啥事情 日子就这样平平淡淡的过

这样也好 撇开了很多的是非和纠纷

平平淡淡也是一件幸福的事情

天天能在最爱的身边起身

天天能和朋友们大笑一场

天天能和家人通一通电话

天天能三餐温饱

天天能睡的足够

虽然很普通 但已经能就这样过完快乐的一天

长大了 

真的渐渐明白当初我的想法是如此的单纯和天马行空

时常羡慕别人有的东西

时常想要别人也有的东西

可是

但自己真正出来生活

才发现能渐渐淡淡的过上一天

已经是别人羡慕不来的东西了

曾经

拥有很多 但不会珍惜

习惯了理所当然

现在

很多东西变了 很多人也走了

才发现 原来自己错过了那么的多

一年里

对我来说重要的老师和长辈都渐渐地离开了

当初说有时间就去探望他们

但都碍于懒惰所以就没所行动

然后当真的想行动时 一切都已太迟了

就连最后一句再见也没机会说出口

那可是一辈子的遗憾呀！

所以让我学会了也明白了要珍惜眼前人

多些出来聚一聚 多些回家

多些通电话 多些交待

已经是一种关心的举动了

最近

看见外婆和外公的身影憔悴了许多

才发现 

我渐渐的长大 而他们则渐渐的变老

多希望时间能够停留

他们不要变老 我就能继续和他们玩

继续陪在他们身边

我想他们了

虽然不能常回家

但要时常提醒自己“记得打电话回家”

问候他们 聊一聊天

让他们知道 我们心里有他们

长大了

明白了许多

看清了许多

Christine. Wong

12:15 a.m.

2/9/2015

小小的一段早先记录的语音没想到意外的被我寻获

没想到就这小小段的语音能撩起我的回忆

一首Frere Jacques就这样记录了我们的曾经

没什么

就只是突然很多回忆涌进脑海中

曾经的我们是一对羡煞旁人的情侣

但现在的我们却是最熟悉的陌生人

只能说有缘无份呀

谢谢你

敢于我相爱

谢谢你

教会我很多

谢谢你的出现

谢谢你留下的一切

谢谢你

Christine.Wong

12:14 a.m.

26/6/2015

The life of recently is stressful.

Assignment make people will stress.

Even friendship also make me feel stress.

Sometime, I think is comfort when stay with my hubby and my family.

Mayb I am not independent enough to gone through all of this challenges.

I still a mummy girl.

But honestly, who will not feel stress once you give people whole of your heart.

But there just ignored it and throw it away.

This is hurt. very hurt.

When I found out the one who I treated with my whole heart have betrayed me.

That feeling is awful.

I cannot even laugh at them and talk to them.

I cannot accept the truth.

Therefore, I choose to be alone.

Not to face them are the best decision for me.

I no need to act infront of them.

I can just be myself.

Sometime, keep an distant with people are a good way to protect yourself and others.

Keep an distant also can protect your relationship.

People will appreciated a little thing you done for them.

But once you give them too much, they will take it for granted and will not give a shit about it.

After this lesson, I have learnt many thing.

Always keep a distant.

No need to show whole of your heart to others.

No one will feel thankful for what you always did for them.

People are selfish.

Christine. Wong

3:31 p.m.

24/3/2015

Everything are going well and good.

I found room for myself and it is near to the uni.

I able to done the assignment although it may kind of rush.

I am able to done everything although it is not in my plan.

I have learnt that care less, more happier. 

Talk about him.

He help me a lot.

He help me to find my room and fetch me to see the room.

He care me lot.

He will cuddle me during sleep.

He will let me taste the first taste of every food.

He will accompany me doing something stupid.

He will make me happy and feel so sweet.

Although I not sure will he the one until the end of my life.

But I will appreciate him and love him when I still can.

I love you.

XOXO

Christine. Wong

12:51 p.m.

16/3/2015

I know this word and always keep it in my heart and mind.

I appreciate those who love and care for me. 

I appreciate those who are willing to spend time to listen to me.

I appreciate those who appreciate what I have done for them.

I appreciate my boy.

Who always care and love me very much.

I can say that, he is the one who love me and pamper me just like what my family does. 

He always put me at first, and I never asking for it.

He stay by my side while I having stress and hide myself under the blanket.

I am so thankful that I will own such boy like him.

I am appreciate that guan yin ma send him to me.

I feel so glad that he appear in my life.

I will love him like how the way he love me. 

I will cross my heart and keep in my.

Christine. Wong

10:27 p.m.

11/2/2015

Sharing is caring.

But in this moment. I prefer selfish more than sharing.

Although sharing can strengthen the bond, but it also can make people feel disappointed.

Why?

Bcos' we put too much effort on that relationship, therefore we will have higher expectation.

It is hurt when I received that call said that you all left me out.

It is really hurt.

But what can I do? Nothing I can do.

Since you all found a house and there is no space which can include me in. 

On that moment on-wards, I feel like I'm a clown or a stupid.

I called and find but at the end what I got?

A news that informed me you all found a house but didn't count me in.

Oh, good to heard that, and thanks for informed.

After all this, I have learnt something.

Never treat people too good. 

Cos' they will not appreciate what you did for them and take it for granted.

Do what you should and ignored all those what you shouldn't bother.

Be yourself and remember the border of each relationship.

NEVER DO TOO MUCH. 

大概已过了半年吧

虽然已经不会再有任何感觉

就算看到有关消息也不会造成任何波动

或许真的放下了吧

但还是会想知道近况

还是会想知道他过得好不好

虽然没了爱情 但还是有曾经的友情吧

朋友

你近来过得好吗

功课忙吗

和她相处得怎样啊

健康还好吗

就只是简单的几个问题

也无法很容易的问道

或许这就是当一张纸弄皱之后也无法还原的道理吧

不是恋人 也不可能是朋友了

无论如何

希望你过得好

Here my Year 2 Sem 2 started.

Here come the assignment.

Here come the final exam.

I hate all this, but no choice.

This is part of my life.

Actually I quite enjoy the life with assignment and final exam.

It make me feel the time pass very fast.

Still have one year plus then I can officially graduate my degree.

Put more effort to play and study during the university life.

Enjoy the time spend with friend.

I LOVE MY LIFE.

I keep on looking for the MR.right of me.

I always hope HE can love me the way I wanted.

But I understand that, LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE.

There is no any need to change a people when you are in love with HE.

Just love him how the way HE are.

HE is unique and perfect.

Love and Caring.

Although HE will lack of patient sometime.

But patient can be develop day by day. *pray*

HE love me so much.

That is why I dun want take his love for granted.

I always remind him we are just a pair couple.

I always remind myself that too.

Love him, Accept him, Care him.

HE is perfect for me.

Christine. Wong

3:21 a.m.

3/1/2015

*Late post*

Christmas for 2014 already past.

The person who beside you in this Christmas are the same the same one with last year?

My answer is NO.

Yeap!! I got a New boyfriend who called Wai seng.

Although I miss the way you hide the present for me to find, but that all already over.

Wai seng treat me well, he not the kind of boy who know romantic and those western culture.

But the way he love me and care for me, that is all I want and is enough for me,

This Christmas I celebrate with my family.

We have small gathering which organized by uncle Andrew and aunt Maria.

We also went to Afamosa resort watch the firework show.

Although is not a grand celebration but is sweet and loving.

I rather spend more time with family than friend.

I also celebrate with the New Year countdown with family too.

We have TV, snack, beer.

YES, is sound like bored and nothing special.

But is mean a lot for me.

I can meet all my cousin, chit-chat with them, have some joke with them.

I can have some memorable moment with them cuz we all seldom can have time to meet up.

2015, A brand new year.

Which mean whatever happen in 2014 already become past tense.

Let the bygone be bygone.

There are no any need for us to keep dig it out and point other fault.

I hope my 2015 can be happy and healthy.

Wish I can be more independent and think twice before action.

Wish my family all happy and healthy too.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Christine . Wong

12:42 a.m.

2/1/2015